JOURNAL OF THE JOURNEY — DAYS 21–34

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1. What Has Become Clear

These days, I see that the world no longer stands as separate pieces as before.

Everything is connected like threads woven into an invisible fabric.

I see the forest in me, and myself in the forest.

I see the universe in the mind, and the mind in the universe.

I see that each person is a world, carrying a whole stream of history that I cannot see with my eyes.

I also begin to see that boundaries are only lines drawn by the mind.

When boundaries dissolve, I feel light.

When the self fades, I feel spacious.

 

2. What Still Confuses Me

Even though I see interbeing and interpenetration,
I still have the habit of seeing things as “outside of me.”

Even though I understand that the self is only a movement,
sometimes it still pulls me away.

I see boundaries dissolve,
but sometimes I still react as if they were real.

There are moments when I see very clearly—
and then I lose it again.

I don’t yet know how to let this seeing become natural.

 

3. Questions I Want to Ask the Teacher

– How can the insight of “nonduality” remain not only during meditation,
but also in daily life?

– When the self dissolves, who is the one living this life?

– If each person is a world, how do I avoid being pulled into their world?

– How do I avoid clinging to moments of clarity?

 

4. What I Want to Continue Cultivating

I want to keep looking deeply into each small action:
each step, each breath, each word.

I want to practice seeing people with eyes free of judgment.

I want to live with the insight that all phenomena are connected,
that nothing stands alone.

I want to learn how to let boundaries dissolve
without falling into vagueness.

 

5. The Illuminating Sentence

“Nothing stands alone.
When you see this, you no longer stand alone.”

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